As I get better at something my experience of it, in the moment is ever changing. Most noticeable is my perception of time while practicing. When something is new seems as if time is flying by. It seems as if I couldn't quite keep up with what is happening. The experience of time like this is exhilarating, exciting, enticing... which is why I continue. This "time flying feeling" is also out of control and frustrating. That frustration occurs because in those moments I am not making choices about how to proceed. I am only reacting.